Lately I have been thinking about Pluto in my natal chart, Pluto is a part of my t-square it opposes my moon and squares my sun. It is very much a part of me. Pluto is very much a part of anyone that has the planet of depth, Lord of the Underworld on an angle (1st, 4th, 7th or 10th house) or touching your personal planets (Sun, Moon, Mercury, Venus or Mars). Plutonian types are privy to these grand upheavals in life. There is a complete destruction of who you were before, the life of plutonian types are clearly marked as before and after, a beginning and an end. I can’t claim to have been aware of this energy, really I haven’t been. Well up until now. I know as a person I’m constantly open to change. I have Uranus rising and placed in my 8th house. While Uranus can be a quick and abrupt it is very different then Pluto who delivers grand upheavals, destruction; everything in its wake annihilated, obliterated and then emerging a new. I have conducted entire friendships, relationships and once they are gone; that is it. I’m done. The severing of ties always has a finality too it. The Planet Pluto rules destruction, disasters, nuclear weapons, it is all or nothing. Recently I found myself saying I feel that change is imminent in my life, I can feel it is close. Change is, cathartic, painful, and complete. Pluto clears everything in your path. When I’m on the verge of altering my existence, I can’t merely tweak it; no it becomes a new job, a new wardrobe, a new haircut and a new state of mind. Everything has to be changed, secretly I hate that. Usually changes that occur in my life are done so forcefully, the fight with the friend with words that cannot be undone, the quitting the job where you tell your boss to go fuck themselves, the decision to go back to school at 25, but not just going back but needing to graduate with a 4.0 and attend all the summer and winter programs. Pluto obviously rules obsessions. I never get the light version of life and I certainly never get that graceful exit. With my Plutonic love, I recall just wanting to spend one more night with him and another one more night and another. He said, “You always say one more night”. I wanted the end to be done somehow perfectly, kindly; instead it was a stab in my soul, a hurricane in the sky and a huge sign that read:

So I moved literally and I began this astrological journey, I blog and I write privately and publicly for musseemagazine.com and mod-magazine.com. And the way in which I see the world is very different now; I see things through a different lens. I always say my life is marked by 2 periods:
Before Plutonic Love
And After;

But in reality I should say
Before Pluto
And After
Because that planet is the real game changer and I have a feeling in a few months I will be someone new, doing something else and when I glance back the sign will read: Point of No Return that’s how it is with Pluto, you can never go back