Solar Return Moon in the 1st House; a Change in Appearance

My Solar Return moon is conjunct my Solar Return Ascendant this most often shows up as pregnancy in a woman’s Solar Return chart but it also indicates a change in appearance. Where ever the moon is in the natal chart, progression or Solar Return we experience fluctuations. Just as the Moon changes and goes in phases so does the house that holds the Moon. The 1st house or Ascendant is literally the way we look and the way people see us.

This year the Solar Return moon is in my 1st house, the Pisces eclipse fell in my first and my solar arc Pluto is exactly opposite my Ascendant. Pluto transforms whatever it touches; the first house rules the way you look or it can be the way you present yourself. An eclipse in the first house is a new way of looking & a new way of presenting yourself

I; for starters have been very upset over aging lol my Mom asked what do I want for my 40th birthday I said to be 30 maybe 35 lol People tell me all the time I do not look my age (I’m sure Venus in Gemini helps) but still the process of ageing has been stressful to say the least.

I had to have some major cosmetic dental work done that I didn’t want to have and I am not entirely happy with the results. I have lost count over how many tears I have cried over this. People staring at me and asking what I did different certainly isn’t helping. I said to my Mother if I surgically put a big ass on no one would say anything and she reminded me that people always talk about me, watch me, inspect me so anything I do would be discussed. That is the natal Neptune in the 10th life -everything is a scandal even when it isn’t.

To combat aging, I started Botox treatments every 4 months and I have 0 regrets I would recommend everyone get Botox it’s a win! I also had some Restylane injections and am considering Genesis Laser treatments to promote collagen! Did I mention the Solar Return moon is in Leo…clearly, I am pulling out all the stops in typical Leo fashion? Lol

I am unsure what the end result will be; it’s seems like a mixed bag to be honest. It’s isn’t easy when a planet transits the 1st house or crosses the Ascendant we have to find new ways of being, new ways of presenting ourselves which can be difficult. So, as I find new ways of adjusting to being 40 and looking different, I suppose I should be happy I am not having a geriatric pregnancy which quite easily could have been the other manifestation of this energy