My solar return moon is conjunct my solar return Ascendant this most often shows up as pregnancy in a woman’s solar return chart but it also indicates a change in appearance Where ever the moon is in the natal chart or by progression or solar return we experience a fluctuation . Just as the moon changes and goes in phases so does the placement of the moon. The 1st house or Ascendant is literally the way we look! The way people see us ..
This year combined with the solar return moon in the 1st house, the Pisces eclipse is in my first and my solar arc Pluto is exactly opposite my Ascendent . Pluto transforms what ever it touches; the first house rules the way you look or it can be the way you present yourself The Pisces eclipse new moon in the first is a new way of looking & a new way of presenting yourself
I; for starters have been very upset over aging lol my mom asked what I want for my 40th birthday I said to be 30 maybe 35 lol People tell me all the time I do not look my age (I’m sure venus in Gemini helps) but still the process has been stressful to say the least
I had to have some major cosmetic dental work done that I didn’t want to have and I am not entirely happy with the results and i have lost count over how many tears I have cried over this. People’s staring at me asking me what I did different it’s annoying I said to my mother if I surgically put a big ass in no one would say anything and she reminded me that people always talk about me, watch me, inspect me so anything I do would be discussed (natal Neptune in the 10th everything is a scandal even when it isn’t)

To combat aging I started Botox treatments every 4 months and I have 0 regrets I would recommend everyone get Botox it’s a win win! I also had some restalyne injections and am considering Genesis Lazer treatments to promote collagen! Did I mention the solar return moon is in Leo…clearly I am pulling out all the stops in typical Leo fashion. Lol
I don’t know what will be the end results it’s seems like a mixed bag to be honest it’s isn’t easy when planets are in the 1st house, an eclipse hits there or when a planet crosses the Ascendent we have to find new ways of being, new ways of presenting ourselves which can be difficult so as I find new ways of adjusting to being 40 and looking differently I suppose I should be happy I am not having a geriatric pregnancy which quite easily could have been the other manifestation of this energy
Xo