Today I tweeted I feel like I’m having a Neptune Venus transit but I’m not. When Neptune transits Venus in hard aspect we can lose touch with reality, we lose ourself in love, we believe in things ; in people blindly we seek transcendental love we believe we have met our soulmate.
As I was driving to work I realized I had Venus in my Solar Return 12th house this is similar to a Venus/Neptune transit
When I first saw this I thought wow am I going to have an affair this year? What secret relationship am I going to engage in. When people come to me for readings and they have this aspect (the majority of my clients are married) it is with 90% certainty they are having an affair.
I’m half way through my solar Return and let me just say this is the year of not seeing men clearly. It would take a lot for me to fall in love Romantiscim is my thing but delusion isn’t.
The solar Return 12th house (home to secrets and self undoing) has Venus (planet of love) on my natal 6th house (work) perhaps I meet men at work that are the cause of my own self undoing. Perhaps I met a man at work I didn’t see clearly. Sometimes astrology is that literal
I love it when it is.
I see the soul of you
I know the whole of you
That’s the kind of day dreamy feelings that enveloped me
He is a player I was told and I laughed no he isn’t. It’s still hard to believe that he is. I take full ownership of this situation afterall I never asked. I never asked if he had a harem of women. I never asked anything. That’s Neptune you don’t ask you just believe you already know
He was Neptunian in every sense of the word.
I don’t want to make this post sound as if I’m broken hearted it wasn’t that deep it was just a sort of light disappointment. My deepest wound came when I had Saturn conjunct moon in the solar Return 5th house. Nothing will ever hurt like that.
Dissapointment :That’s the hallmark of Neptune in relationships in love that’s the staple the dream never meets reality.
Just wanted to caution those of you with Neptune in the 12th of your solar Return it’s the secret lover, the love that causes your own self undoing, the lover you see through rose colored glasses, the Pisces lover, the alcoholic lover, the married lover, the fantasy lover that can’t breathe a breath in the reality of your life lover.