A Wild Child Pisces Rising

Published July 18, 2012 by starsmoonandsun

My 30-something year old adult self is so far removed from my childhood self. I do not know that person, am happy I’m not that individual and can’t seem to mentally grasp what I was doing in the years up until my 20-something birthday. I didn’t know who I was, what I wanted to do with my life, I sort of just floundered. No pun intended. Certainly it doesn’t help that I have Natal Neptune conjunct my midheaven. That in itself indicates lack of direction, well unless you are an actress or fashion designer 😉

While studying astrology I find myself looking back at pivotal times in my life for clarification on what was happening via transit, solar return and progression. I do this to better serve my clients. I have mentioned before that progressions are considered the souls evolution. They are a slow & lengthy process for instance I was born with a late degree of Aquarius Rising that progressed into Pisces at the age of 7 and remained there until I was 25 when my ascendant progressed into Aries where it remains until this day.

The rising sign otherwise known as the ascendant is very much a part of who you are, it is the mask you wear. It is what people first notice about you. It affects how you interact with the world at large.

I was a wild child, my triple Capricorn/uber responsible mother will tell you I was born with a cigarette in my mouth where she never so much as took an aspirin while pregnant with me. She should’ve known I was going to be trouble considering in the midst of giving birth the hospital had a mini black out, Hello Here I’m. Sassiness and all

I was born with Aquarius rising in the late degrees. By the time I turned 7 my ascendant had progressed into Pisces. Pisces in itself is a sign of self sacrifice, confusion ruled by Neptune planet of dreams & addictions. Pisces are often victims; victims of sexual abuse, traumatic experiences, I always feel like they are lost at sea and don’t bother to question who the hell is driving this ship?

Recently while in an astrology class AKA weekly therapy someone confessed when their ascendant progressed into Pisces they had to enter rehab for drug and alcohol addiction. He stated that entire period was an odd time where he seemed out of touch with reality.

Individuals with Pisces rising or Pisces sun sign often fall prey to other people’s bad intentions; they can be trusting, manipulated as well as self destructive.

Some people with Pisces rising or Sun in Pisces

  • Michael Jackson
  • Demi Moore
  • Robert Redford
  • Whitney Houston
  • Johnny Cash
  • Richard Pryor
  • Rick Springfield
  • Janis Joplin
  • Nicole Brown Simpson
  • Drew Barrymore
  • Rihana
  • Kurt Kobain

This isn’t to say that all Pisces have addiction issues-that obviously isn’t so, many Pisces Sun or Rising individuals are compassionate people with sensitive souls, Dr Phil and Deepak Chopra are 2 I can think of off hand, but the others are absorbing the pain of the world, trying to escape the sadness they feel, Escape is the key word.

For that period my progressed ascendant was in Pisces I had many forms of escape, I like to say I was the only kid in the neighborhood that had bars on the inside of my bedroom so I couldn’t jump out, never mind my mother being worried about who could get it. I never hurt anyone, except maybe myself. I worked at night clubs in New York City when I was 14, I hung out with people that today I wouldn’t let bag my groceries, I engaged in all that was lethal, I was that kid that brought liquor to the 8th grade dance! You know what Im talking about

“Don’t discuss anything before the age of 25”, I ask people. I don’t want to talk about it. There aren’t many grand stories (ok maybe a few), but I don’t like to reflect. Yes I had 28 jobs, too many boyfriends & way too many drinks. But that isn’t who I’m now. I laugh when people think this is all I have ever been this “together person” that Im today.I let them make assumptions on my being conservative and booshie..if they only new

When my past meets my present day self, I know they still see me that way. I cringe, oh and cringe again.

My mother tells people that hard times end when kids reach 20-something. But I can’t help but wonder what if your ascendant progresses into Pisces when you are 20 or 30 something? When you don’t have the pleasure of dismissing your antics as merely a wild child.

At almost the exact time my ascendant progressed into Aries I enrolled in college, I traveled extensively, people have told me I m different in dress and speech. I embody all that is an Aries, I know what I want out of life, I would never fall susceptible to a man that thinks he can boss me around, I have a job I love, I surround myself with people that are truly amazing and gifted. I wonder who I will be in 2020 when my Ascendant Progresses into Taurus, as long as I’m not a pie baking homebody I should be alright I know the worst days are behind me now.

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6 comments on “A Wild Child Pisces Rising

  • Hello, I don’t understand what you mean by “By the time I turned 7 my ascendant had progressed into Pisces.” I’m obviously no astrologer but I do study it. I don’t understand, isn’t your ascendant static?

  • Wow! The same goes for me! I was born 21.55 degrees Aquarius ascendant. Now my progressed ascendant is in the late degrees of Aries as yours. I had several problems as a teenager, was depressed and made some stupid things and now I wonder what was wrong with me. And then all bad thougths and depression disappeared. I feel and am quite different from what I used to be and that seems right. People who didn’t know me as a child think I am somewhat conservative and get quite suprised when I tell them things about myself. And I like that. 😀
    I work as a highschool teacher and kids call me “Miss General”, “Sensei” or “Our favorite Gladiator” – I guess Aries is what they see. 😀
    I wonder when you were born and what your Sun sign is?

    • That is so funny! I rarely speak with people from my childhood bc A. I’m embarrassed & B I don’t think people would get that this is who I’m now. I’m a cancer sun Aries moon & people think Im conservative too… Too funny. What’s your sun sign?

      • My Sun is Virgo and Moon is Libra. I sometimes talk about my childhood but telling as little as possible, mainly because I have my focus on my present and my future and I’m happy to be free from the emotional burden I had. Sometimes it is necessary to tell things to kids: they believe
        a) what they see on the surface
        b) they won’t change a bit but I try to explain them they will.
        On the other hand I find prejudiced and judgemental people a bit funny and their reactions when I say something shocking or something that won’t fit in their judgement about me amuses me.

  • interesting to read 🙂 i’m a virgo sun, moon in pisces, neptune square sun. just about to move from progressed pisces ascendant to progressed aries (i’m a natal aquarius rising) and very thankful for this! my life has been full of neptunian vibes so this arian energy is very very welcome.

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